TABLE OF CONTENTS

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PART 1: CHILDHOOD

Chapter 1: Consciousness
Chapter 2: Death
Chapter 3: God
Chapter 4: Infinity
Chapter 5: Dreams
– The Trees
– The Scales
Chapter 6: Limitations
-Tower of Babel
– Leap of Faith
Chapter 7: The Dawn of Reason
– The Tall Tale Heart
– Death of a Ghost
– Hocus Pocus
– Breaking the Code
Chapter 8: The “Me” Game
 

PART 2: ADOLESCENCE

Chapter 9: Reluctant Believer
Chapter 10: Philosophical Explorations
– On Organized Religion
– On Souls
– On Evil
– On Free Will
– On Paranormal Phenomena
Chapter 11: Age of Confusion
Chapter 12: Drugs and Meditation
Chapter 13: The-Thing-In-Itself
Chapter 14: LSD
 

PART 3: ADULTHOOD

Chapter 15: Angst
Chapter 16: The Bad Trip
Chapter 17: Deterioration
Chapter 18: Suicide
Chapter 19: Hospitalization
Chapter 20: Recovery
 

Epilogue